Not at war

Doing something that you are not interested in and therefore are pathetic at it. That's what have been the story of my life for the past one year.
I was in my early teens and had big aspirations .You may think what is wrong with that but the aspiration I had were not exactly the same thing that I wanted out of life. I wanted something else and I still want that and is the true me but I aspired for something else, I thought that the big dream of mine will one day lead to what I actually want, what I am passionate about.

And trying to fit in where  I knew I don't belong was the toughest of all. I tried coping up with it and tried to give my best but my best was not actually even close. And the failure was the constant reminder of me being a misfit. I remained at constant a war with myself.

Try wearing a hat in your hand at now try to write. Do you get the best of your handwriting or barely readable letters?
The outcome of the handwriting was actually what I got out of life.
Take a bird and put it in a cage it will survive but put it in a glass box filled with vacuum it won't even survive for few hours. And the monotony and boredom which I felt due to lack of interest was my glass box filled with vacuum but I am no bird and I managed to survive it for a year and I had been in a cage for the  year before.
All that kept me going was illusion that all this will end .And today it ends. I am free I am out of the glass cage and breathing oxygen and it's combining with the haemoglobin and going to my brain and my heart and I am completely free and happy. I am not at war anymore I am on my way to base camp.
I don't know what I am going to do now when I don't have that so called aspirations to fulfil and have no war to fight with myself. Maybe I will try to figure out a way how to achieve what I actually want out of life.
But the thing I will do today is I will enjoy my first day of freedom.

Diy Cheat Toffee

Ingredients
Condensed Milk          1 can
Water

Method:
1. Take the condensed milk can and put it in a vessels full of water
2 . Make sure that the water level in the vessel is at all times 6 inches more than can lid.
3. Boil for 2 hours

Take the can out and let it cool overnight before opening.
Your toffee is ready

This stores well for 20 days in refrigerator.

Mc Donalds Breakfast: Review

So I finally tried Mc Donalds Breakfast Menu and as usual our dear old McD which used to be great at some point of my childhood didn't fail to disappoint me.
I ordered HOT CAKES thats what they call their pancakes and a Hash Brown.

The Hot cakes came in a box and there were two of those and were accompanied by Amul Butter and some sweet syrup which was kind of a maple syrup but not exactly that.
The Hot Cakes were soft,lousy and really doughy. They were bland. It did have a unrecognisable berry kind of flavour but that didn't not enhance the taste.

Then I had the savoury item the Hash Brown. In simple words it was a grease patty.
Made out of tiny cubes of potato and held together with some kind of flour. They were crisp on the outside and soft on the inside and had a nice flavour but with each bite  there was a blast of oil in my mouth.

I thought that it would be nice as I didn't not really have any high expectations but it failed to make me happy.

Overall rating
★★☆☆☆
Not worth waking up,getting ready and going to McD for this.

Procrastination Or Something.

Procrastination
Noun (uncountable)
It is an act of postponing, delaying or putting off, especially habitually or intentionally.

I am a big time procrastinator. I am good at many things but unfortunately procrastination seems to be the thing I am best at. I am not exaggerating and for supporting the fact let me tell you something I started writing this post on 22 September 2014 and I am completing it now (march 2015)
Procrastination doesn't prove that I am lazy because I do the work that interest me the day it is assigned like my art class work which I took at school I would come home and do it that very day but the work which doesn't excite me gets completed a day or two before the deadline if it is actually important like chemistry and physics assignments. If there is no ass kicking deadlines as in case for this post it remains undone for months.

Procrastinator or I should rather call them people of my clan we tend to be great at making excuses and will think of any possible one as of now I should be doing Calculas but here I am writing about procrastination while procrastinating.

It is like a weird habit but the thing that procrastination teaches me is that always do the thing which you don't feel like procrastinate to.

So follow your heart and do what you like maybe you wouldn't have Gucci, Prada or YSL,etc to brag and DFL emporio would not maybe your second home but following your instincts will surely not make a shrinks office your second home. And when one day you will all be wise and old you will not think about the  best of shoes and outfits you wore but will surely remember the moments of joy you lived and that my friend is the feeling no one can ever buy.

I have no idea how this post about procrastination became a motivational kind of speech and for those who thought I would tell the way to deal with procrastination I am sorry to disappoint you because  I don't have a clue about it I just have my way with it.